La Seine et Moi

he is grass underfoot, you are
mistake.

god but when his hands connect with your skin
you see constellations and how come one person
can taste so much like both morning cereal and
morning sex you are bright dawn around him,
you are firecracker, fire engine, you are
match and kindling, you are both
going down in history for causing
the highest heartbeats

and you are completely wrong for him because
he’s warm ocean wave and you’re the single tired eye
of a cigarette, he’s thick forest and you’re
desert planet

you build bricks around your body, you
beg him not come in but he is creeping ivy
and determined to wend and
he somehow always lets the sunlight in

you are anxiety’s grandchild, you are always
too-much too-much too-much, too loud, too
angry, too soft to turn away the hands of
lovers who only wanted your stain
on their lips
and all the time you hear
“you’d be fine if you just stopped trying
so hard at it” but careening out of control is
literally the only way you know how to live
so you constantly apologize for
just being terrible enough to
exist

and lately you’ve been feeling that
unattached hatred of your own condition
you are big flashing self-destruct button

but he is storm-breaker, gift-wrap,
good earth and when you ask why he doesn’t
just leave why he doesn’t just spare himself the trouble
of your explosions and headrush-heat and
spur-of-the-moment words you spit
and he takes your hand and promises

you are not burdensome. you are only
worth it.

Antimony: Part 2/9 in a series //  r.i.d (via inkskinned)

okay well i am in emotional disarray and feeling somewhat physically ill because of it

but on the other hand this chai mix is HOLY FUCK REALLY GOOD

so i guess it evens out

i NEED to get out of here and go slack that’s the only solution

attackontorchwood:

pilgrimkitty:

dontmakemechokeaginge:

look at this its the lesbian version of bonnie and clyde 

You had me at “lesbian version of Bonnie & Clyde.”

HOLY FUCK THAT WAS JUST. WOW

What adventures have you been on traveling with ze Ren Faire? Also I've seen your random post that exploded show up on my dash 3 times in the last month. FAMOUS BLOGGERER RORYKINS!

oh man ok listen

there is a RAT CIRCUS here
the girl who does it does SLACKLINE with RATS while PLAYING A RECORDER
also she has TRAINED A KITTEN TO RIDE AROUND ON HER HEAD

i have been forcing people to run around pretending to be angry geese

the other week i caught a glimpse of a knight with a falcon perched on his helmet having a swordfight with a headless knight (he was also horseless at the time)

AND HAVE I MENTIONED THAT I MET REDDIT ON MONDAY

I STOOD IN THE REDDIT OFFICE AND AM NOW ACQUAINTED WITH THE PEOPLE WHO WORK THERE

as you can see, i am still processing this fact. 

ok i’m here for an hour hit up the ask box

no i’m serious i’m supposed to be writing 

words are hard somebody distract me

my follower count has been increasing and i haven’t even been being a dutiful blogger I KNOW YOU’RE THERE COME TALK TO ME I LOVE YOU

one day in nyc: 

  • pumpkin spice latte
  • was aggressively helped by the subway conductor after he finished yelling at us for being dreamy and vague and in general not having our shit together 

    "hey you! what are you doing, just standing there? where are you going? get on this train! "

  • met reddit. brain’s still a little blown from standing in that office, tbh
  • got mauled by a prickly pear fruit

    pro-tip: don’t test cactus fruit ripeness by squeezing them in your fist. DON’T DO IT, WHY DID I DO THAT, IT WAS SO STUPID

all in all, an ny trip on par with the usual craziness.

thingsorganizedneatly:

Poster Child Prints: "Tools of the Trade"
Silkscreening tools 

thingsorganizedneatly:

Poster Child Prints"Tools of the Trade"

Silkscreening tools 

stardustmote:

Some warmup landscapes.

alphaverse:

My bunny Hinata with the flower crown I made her. Cutie <3

Pics by me